62Joined 18 years ago from L.A.
I have slapped the devil and cursed the divinity. The divinity had a plan for me and now I know my mission statement in life.
I spent half my life with the U.S. Army and the Federal Government going places and doing things that haunt me at times to this day.
I was gifted with more brains than brawn and am grateful for all the blessings in my life today.
I honestly never felt that I had that much significance in the world to do this.
For over 20 years I lived like a Nomad living out of a duffel bag and under a shady veil.
I am held together with bailing wire, 132 staples, half of one lung gone, 5 broken noses, 6 concussions, numerous broken bones, and many bullet holes in my soul.
Why I'm not dead yet is only an answer that the divinity can provide. I tried, never by my own hand but by the enemies I have encountered and the booze and pills I use to swallow (suicide on the installment plan)
I never wanted to be an author or speaker.
Although I accept that this is my instrument in this life that I must play.
Buy my books,
Read my blogs,
Ask questions,
I live because others died for me
As my friend Bill says “I have had my day in the sun”.
I have been featured in Time Magazine for my work in Africa, USA Today, CNN, The New York Times and too many others to mention.
I am at peace with the universe and am grateful to my wife and many friends who have seen me plunge from the heavens to the gates of hell and back again.
I love you and there is not a damn thing you can do about it!
Thank you for looking into my world from my "lens" I am forever blessed with more abundance than I may ever need.
motto 1 “It doesn’t get any easier later, it just gets later.” motto 2 "I didn't need anger management, I wanted anger resolution"
PTSD: Pathways Through the Secret Door (Paperback)
by Timothy Kendrick
Paperback: 88 pages Publisher: Lulu.com (July 27, 2007) Language: English ISBN-10: 1430313196 ISBN-13: 978-1430313199
Your Other Self by Timothy Kendrick
Retrain Your Brain
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